Wednesday, August 16, 2006
crapp!
uhhh, been damn tired recently! like lotsa stuff to do, like my art, im not even half way through la, im like so gonna die. is the o level syndrome starting to bite you in the ass yet? it certainly has for me. failing my chinese was kinda like pouring cold water over my head, definitely a wake up call. havent touched my books in forever! im like this big stone that cannot move, im so lazy! ahh! i feel like i have not even time for my ownself, if it aint doing my art, its helping someone else in their art, seriously, maybe im just not up to it, its just too much to handle on some days, theres always time in the night i know, but its like im really tired after the 'afternoon shift' and when i start doing my own, i just cant really concentrate! you see, if i start in the afternoon, wouldnt it be more time to study do other work + sleeeepppp? oh wells, i guess i just have myself to blame for agreeing to help. sometimes i just dont know what to do with myself.
would'nt it be nice?
yours truly
